Can you believe it?!

I wrote this last Sunday after Brian and I received the news. Its been so busy trying to get together the funds and making sure all the paperwork is taken care as of well as working that I haven't had time to post it. It doesn't seem like just two weeks have past.


March 18, 2012
I didn't cry. If I hadn't been in shock I'm sure I would have. There were just too many emotions for one to feel. Brian had a hard time (very hard time) holding in his tears of joy. We were stunned to say the least at the news. After almost four years of waiting we are going to be parents! I repeated that phrase over and over yesterday.
We made a trip to Salt Lake City (Orem to be accurate) yesterday thinking that we were meeting a woman who simply wanted to know more about us to help her decide which of many families she wished to adopt her child. We meet with a lovely young woman named Tiffany. We had such a good time talking with her and sharing news about family and future plans. We learned some likes and found out about places we visited and would like to visit. It's hard to remember everything we talked about. I don't usually feel comfortable right away with people I haven't meet before but it was different this time. I liked Tiffany from the start and didn't feel awkward asking questions and talking. Brian is always so good at speaking with people but this time he seem more comfortable too. I don't know how long we sat and talked over lunch. As we were finishing lunch, Tiffany told us something that we weren't expecting, not so soon after meeting a birth mother. Tiffany told us that she had chosen us to be the adoptive parents of the little boy she is carrying. I think her case worker Jamie summed up our reaction quite well when she said that we should have a photo of our shocked but happy faces. I didn't feel like saying goodbye after that but knew we had to.
Now as the date draws nearer, Brian and I want to get to know and do as much as we can with Tiffany before she heads home. She is providing us with an experience that will and has change our lives forever.

Valentines Day pictures

We didn't get to celebrate much for Valentines Day this year but that didn't stop Brian from getting some chocolates for me. He bought some Reese's peanut butter hearts and then we dipped some strawberries in hard shell chocolate. I got to eat all the strawberries and they were delicious.

Do you remember?

Cathleen, does this material look familiar? I finally finished making my skirt with the material we picked out back in 2002. I decided to make mine short instead of the long version that we made for you. That was a great time. The winter Olympics in Salt Lake was a once in a life time opportunity. I remember going to Abravanel Hall and up to the State Capital building to see the copy of the Constitution. I won't forget the impromptu visit with Brian Botano (I still have his autographed photo) and shopping the overcrowded mall. I have never seen the tram as full as it was that week. Park City was so much fun to see despite the very cold wet feet. The women's luge was great even though the US didn't win. Do you still have a picture of you and the Jamaican bobsled? I still have that silly monster doll we won. I loved seeing the Norwegian house there and seeing some of what Dad saw on his mission. I do wish we had more pictures of the Olympics but I had a wonderful time. I am glad I have sisters who force me to do things I would never without them around.

A funeral for Brother-in-law

We spent the day at a funeral today. We didn't expect to have to a sibling widowed this soon in life but our plans our not the way life goes. It was a sad event but had some happy moments too. It was hard to watch the older boys deal with their father's death. I remember so well the shock and numbness following the lost of Robert oh so many years ago. Brian's family is so close and they care so much about each other. The comunity has really come together to help and support his sister. They have provided so much financally as well as doing whatever they can to make things easier for Terrisa. I guess there are advantages to living in a small town. Watching as Terrissa struggles with the huge change in her life and wishing there was was something I could do only makes me apprieate and love my Brian more.

A Thanksgiving to remember

We started late. It took us much longer to get errands run and everything packed then we expected. Things were going wonderfully until we past Beaver. We saw a person that we thought needed some help with food so we made a 20 minute detour only to find out that he didn't want food but cigarettes. We were nearing Green River when things went really bad. We had only 40 miles to go and the battery light came on. After that the power steering failed and then the coolant system in quick succession. We only got about 10 miles closer to Green River after the battery failure when the car completely died. We did our best to push the car a ways before giving up and unpacking our bikes. We had just started walking our bikes up a steep hill when a very nice family on their way to Grand Junction offered us a ride into Green River. We were able to contact Mom and Dad in Moab as well as a tow service once there. The highway between Richfield and Green River is terrible for cell phone reception. We were so glad to see Nathan and Dad arrive. It was a late night for all of us.
Thanksgiving was much better. Brian got the Wii all set up and we had a fun time having everyone try out the fitness program after breakfast. I started making rolls but quickly discovered that I had misread the recipe and had to start over again. Thankfully the turkey still had lots of time to cook so we weren't set back. Tommy, Mom and I made some pomegranate jello (pomegranates stain your fingers a dark maroon color I found out) while Dad, Brian and Nathan played a Find it game on the Wii. Dinner turned out great. We finished the evening walking 4 dogs and teaching Dad and Tommy the game Dominion.
Friday we packed up 6 bikes and headed out to a bike trail that Dad knew of. Apparently it follows and even includes some of the old highway that surrounded Moab. We rode 9 miles through a red cliffs to finish near the Courthouse Wash Trail. We followed that trail a ways in to sit by a very muddy river and have some lunch. We finished the day by looking for and recovering 3 wayward dogs.
Saturday Brian, Dad and I drove to Green River to see if our car had been a simple fix and ready to drive again. We had been hoping that it was just the serpentine belt that had broken. We weren't so lucky. It turns out the engine block had cracked due to severe overheating. We are very lucky and thankful that we have the money to be able to pay for a replacement engine. It was an interesting 40 mile trip from Green River back to Moab since we had to tow our car. It was my first real experience with rope towing and I can't say I want to try it again any time soon. Brian and Dad did terrific though. We spent a couple of hours after getting back to Moab making phone calls and trying to figure out how we were going to get a dead car back to St George. Once again we were lucky. A friend of Mom and Dad from church in Grants knew of a friend in Moab who was heading our way and had a trailer that could transport our car. It was a Thanksgiving that when everything looked darkest, we were blessed to get the help we needed. It was a thanksgiving that we will remember a very long time.

The not so rainy Seattle

After our fantastic trip to Alaska we decided that we would play the tourist a little longer and spend some time in Seattle. I was worried it would rain the entire time but it only sprinkle one day. We saw some interesting exhibits at the Science Fiction Museum. Brian enjoyed seeing the replicas and props from Battleship Galactica. They had items from the new series as well as the old. I thought the Avatar exhibit was fun. They had all kinds of interactive displays. I really liked the light sensitive screen that let you dance with the floating flowers. We went through a children's museum as well that had all kinds of fun games and experiments to do. If the line hadn't been so long I think Brian would have tried out their fear of falling experiment. Why anyone would enjoy being dropped backwards onto a mat is beyond me. I liked the butterfly house. We tried to take a picture of a butterfly's iridescent wings but it wouldn't sit still long enough. We got to see a lot of the harbor and heard about some of Seattle history. We enjoyed going to the top of the Space Needle and seeing the harbor and city. It was fun to watch the sunset from the view deck. We learned a lot about the history (good and bad)of Seattle in a tour under its streets. Seattle is a city on top of a city. They have a unusual past. Brian really like the tours and I was impressed with how well our tour guide explained the unsavory history considering there were young children in the group. Seattle has a small aquarium where we got to see some sea otters (much bigger and furrier the river otters) and seals that seagulls kept trying to steal the fish from. The Seattle zoo was much bigger then I was expecting. We spent an entire day enjoying all the different animals and habitats. Some we had seen before but others (like the Komodo Dragon) were new animals to see. We suspect a set of ostrich eggs was a display but we're not sure. They didn't have any polar bears but the lions and elephants were active and fun to watch. We were sad to leave but were ready to go home and relax.



















a day at the zoo










so many starfish








sunset in Seattle







boating extravaganza








an underground shop







The Science Fiction Museum

A garden from a mine pit

In Victoria Canada we were introduced to the most amazing gardens. These botanical gardens were started by the Butchart family years ago and remains in the family today. They require four full time gardeners to maintain them. The Butchart gardens are a combination of many gardens including a Japanese garden, rose garden and Spanish garden. The most impressive garden by far though was the Sunken garden and to go along with it's fantastic flowers it has an amazing story. The garden started as an open mining pit. The family Butchart was doing well and earning a lot of money from their mining operation but when the ore ran out they were left with an unsightly hole in the ground. The wife of the family didn't like that much so she started planting trees and flowers. Little by little the gardens grew and now you can't tell where the natural landscape stops and the garden begins.
I enjoyed the rose garden but wish we could have see it in bloom. They had hundreds of rose bushes all given by different countries in different years. The Japanese garden was pretty with all the statuary and shaped trees. They even had a couple of those cruved bridges you always see in pictures of Japan. They had an impressive fountain that would shot feet into the air and change shaped. It reminded me of the fountains a the Belogio in Las Vegas. They had a carousel there but we didn't have time for a ride unfortunately. Brian's favorite garden was the Sunken garden. It was by far the most impressive botanical we have seen.